Invoking the Healthy Divine Masculine Energy today.
Today I experienced a big inner shift and healing (from a guided affirmation meditation) and it raised me up into a vibration where I was finally able to acknowledge that about three weeks ago I came face-to-face with some toxic masculine bullshit. The kind of bullshit wounded sabotaging toxic masculinity that takes beautiful energy like love or joy and has to tear it down because toxic people love to feel justified to put their darkness in the light. Now, I too have had many years in my life where I was the toxic feminine energy in the room. I know what it’s like to subconsciously curse the world and be the dumb bitch who people had to go to therapy about. So I can’t judge too harshly when I see toxic bullshit coming out. All I know is I have moved on from toxic to a healthier higher version of me. So I’ll just assume that my personal situation with this dysfunctional toxic man-child of a person was some kind of last karmic debt paid to the old days of my wounded bullshit. I have fi