I did something bad back in Jaunary or February, I didn't mean to but I cut communication with someone who was my Ride Or Die for like 6 years. It's an understatement to say that my year has been the sh--storm of all the sh--storms that I've had this decade. In the last 9 years it's been nothing but drama. That kind of nonstop bullsh-- takes a toll. I mean realistically everyone should have expected my limit would be reached eventually.
So I hurt Kelsey's feelings and I waited 9 months to address it but today I woke up and Source was like, "Today is the day Jackie." Which meant, "Apologize today."
I'm pretty obedient to the Divine Missions so I had been mentally and emotionally preparing for this. I'm surprised Source let me have 9 months to figure it out on my own. I already knew what I was going to say so it was easy to send the message.
In moments like this the focus should be on righting a wrong. I know it's my fault, my bad. In the message I gave her the answers to the questions that she never reached out to ask. It's not about getting anything back to how to it was.
I'm the man because I can get honest as f--k at the drop of a hat. I can handle it when sh-- gets real. I can bring the reality check too. I hope Source heals the damage I caused though. Stupid bad communication issues. Time is too short though isn't it? So if there is someone that you've been having bad communication with; someone that you love, I hope that this post acts as a form of inspiration to just reach out and wrap it up properly. With love. If it starts with love shouldn't it end with love? If you broke it, then fix it. And if you can't fix it then just be honest. And if it was someone else's fault and you're the one waiting on the "reach out" then Idk maybe you can pick up the phone too? Maybe you can wrap it up too? Maybe you can do more then just sit there and wait. Sometimes people mess up. It happens. It just does. And life goes on with or without the apology.
Love,
Jackie G