Happy Thanksgiving Tarot Oracle Reading for Lightworker Taurus: Dropping The Attitude
Louise Hay Heart Thoughts, Osho Zen Tarot, The Faeries Oracle
The Green Woman comes with the attitude that she doesn't care what people think. She doesn't care what they assume about the truth of her. She just doesn't give any f---s and while that can be liberating it can also be a dangerous kind of rebellious mood that lives for the shock factor and not so much for the consequences.
The Healing card shows me that you need energy healing to deal with the part of you that tells yourself that you don't care. You are a lightworker Taurus and you know that people are reflections of who you are and so if you are dealing with the person who has no problem with showing they could care even less then you... I know that you don't want to get caught up in a energy game of "I'm not hurt, you can't hurt me," because the truth is that you do care and you do get hurt feelings.
Ascended Master Louise Hay wants you to affirm that "I love and accept myself" so that you can stay attached emotionally to yourself. This is about staying in your feelings not disconnecting from them. The Healing card looks like reiki energy to me so that tells me that you can heal this hurt feeling without it reaching the physical level.
Clarifying this I can see that you have always been free to do what you want but you felt like you were more restricted then you actually were. You've chosen to not thinking about reality or the power you have to impact a situation. Even by not doing anything you still are doing something or letting something happen. I feel like underneath it all there are sad feelings and grief that needs to be meditated on. When did things go wrong? Why did they change?
Your Thanksgiving blessing from the Universe is that you will feel the feelings even if you feel uncomfortable. The pattern you need to change is the one where you tell yourself that you don't care. You do care and you are supposed to care.